Saturday, September 24, 2011

I got used

Well, I've lived in LA now for 7 years. The longest I've lived anywhere. And over the years I've learned as a true Angeleno to be cautious and careful. But look at this picture closely. What a seducer. For a series of unfortunate cicumstances I was kicked out of a club. Only an hour before I had met this sweet guy who felt bad that I couldn't hangout with my friends in the VIP area. So, he took me to dance. As we went, he grabbed for my hand! I thought, excuse me, why are you taking hold of my hand. Well, soon after that we both got kicked out. He told me he lived in San Diego and couldn't drive home that night and asked me if he could sleep at my place. Well, a red flag went up immediatly. No matter how much people say they won't judge me for the place I live against my better judgement I felt bad for him. I was nothing but nice, sweet, polite but also scared cause we would have to spend the night together in my......twin bed!!!! Another bad thing was that we couldn't find parking so almost guarenting that he would get a parking ticket. Once we were in my apartment he said it was "cute!" Then he said we should put in a movie. I thought is this seriously happening??? We were having suck a good time. Joking, laughing, talking and the more I looked the more I was really becoming attracted to him and I usually stick to a strict white men only attraction. Out of a fairly nice size of collection of DVD's to choose from he chose, "A Single Man," by my favorite designer and male business man Tom Ford. Well, I stuck it in the DVD player and then he said, "Well, let's get naked." I said, "We have to get naked?" A little later, he was asleep cause it is a slowly paced movie but I would wake him up in certain parts. Then in the morning he wanted to jerk off together but he got a "headache!" Then he wanted to go to breakfast. I've never gone to breakfast, especially in Skid Row lol!!! I wanted to make sure his car was still there. He did get a ticket but right beside his car was a cafe I had never seen before. We talked more and more as we picked at some of the food cause it was terrible. Then since we were right there and I had never been, I took us both into the Flower Market. I mean I live kitty corner from it and have never been so I wanted to go and show him. I brought hydrangas and he brough a white orchid with a funny pot that he was so drawn to lol! Then we said goodbye and I asked for his cell. Later that day I texted him to see if he had gotten back to SD safely. It took a while but he finally replied. Ever since.......nothing!!!! I'm so mad. I was seduced and used just for a place to sleep. The worst part, he's everything I want a man to be. Good looking, tall, nice shape, funny, dorky, a fireman and policeman. Everything I've ever been hoping to find but turns out......he's a jerk! I can't believe it! Memorize this face lol. From now on I promise my friends I will not talk about this man anymore cause I know to my closest friends I've been talking about this for a while..........to James and Jen, I'm sorry. Just promise to help my find someone that is just like him but a better person. ;)