.....Just a little bit at least! LOL Lately I've decided that I should learn a lesson from each of my relationships. And the thing I've learned from June 2012 is that I at least deserve respect. I've been guilty of this too but at least reply to a text or a phone call. I was officially dating someone for a little while in June and the shit part about that is the guy I was dating wouldn't even return my phone call. All my friends said, "Well then your not dating." I guess it's a really grown up mature way of ending relationships but at least tell me your not interested. What I learned from this is that I've been guilty of it too. Instead of replying I'm not interested I have strung guys along or used the "busy" excuse. At least communicate with me. I've also learned what I want from a relationship; I want to be able to talk and listen, I want a guy to want to talk to me and see me as much as I want too, I want to spend time together doing whatever (all kinds of ideas pop to mind!) and at least reply to my text in a reasonable amount of time or return my phone call all by the end of the day not the next day or even a few days later cause the more amount of time that passes pisses me off more and more each hour!!!! I am so understanding and forgiving, probably to a fault, but don't take that as weakness cause you may learn how strong and mean I can be. The breaking point for all of this respect is when the guy I was dating didn't even call me on the day of my graduation......are you fucking kidding me. He knew about it cause I invited him even though I knew he couldn't cause of work so he couldn't use the excuse of he didn't know!
A little more update about me is that I'm waiting to be approved for my Section 8 voucher after I had the interview a while ago. I'm getting really nervous that I won't be approved. I just got my Human Services certificate from LACC. I'm not sure where or if I wanna transfer and get my Psychology BA so I'll stay at LACC for right now and knock out 3 drug/alcohol internships and then get my Drug/Alcohol certificate next Spring. I'm gonna be able to dance and do yoga again this coming semester so I'm really excited about that. I need to start skating more this summer since I have a lot of free time. Before I really commit myself to Psych I wanna try and take a fashion course possibly @ LA Trade Tech cause I've heard they have a good program there b4 I go head first and attend FIDM.
